Yannie's

2007-02-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE !

I WONT BE WRITING IN THIS BLOG . PEOPLE THAT ARE INTERESTED IN MY NEW BLOG , CAN ASK ME PERSONALLY :)

2007-02-19T09:59:00.000+08:00

I TOTALLY LOVE MY LIFE NOW ! :)

SO GUYS , NO WORRIES ALRIGHT ?

HAPPY GIRL :)

2007-02-02T18:23:00.000+08:00

ARGH!

I JUST CANT SEEM TO BE ABLE TO CONCENTRATE!:(

BUSINESS LAW , BUSINESS FINANCE , EFMA , MARKETING AND HRM :(

I DONT EVEN HAVE ANY CONFIDENT AT ALL !:(

THIS STUDYING WEEK IS USELESS . :(

BABY , I MISS YOU :(

2007-01-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

life is such a bitch !

i am really giving up !

2007-01-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my wonderful friend ! I LOVE YOU TOTALLY ! Thanks for being the one that i can count on ! :)

Baby ! Wait for 2 more weeks alright :) I will party with you all night ! :)

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ! MUACK!

2007-01-24T11:16:00.000+08:00

feeling super terrible now .

2007-01-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

My best friends ! :) Everything is not going to be the same without you 2 .

Hongie - I am sorry if i neglected you cause i am really busy . Seeing you once every week is too little . Haha . I am really glad that you did so well for your tests . Continue to work hard and most importantly , take good care of your health . You need to be strong in order to guide your yannie :) YOUR LOVE IS THE GREATEST PRESENT FOR ME :) . We are gonna be best friend forever . BFF !

2007-01-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!

Sorry for the late entry! Cause i am super BUSY :(

Part 1 of Australia trip with my dearie . I really enjoyed myself . Dearie , thanks for everything. I really appreciated it :) This trip is the best trip in my life so far ! And is because of YOU that makes this trip a meaningful and memorable one .

We love Australia!

Part 2

My dearest Cousin wedding at four season hotel :)

I seriously love Xiangie and Quannie . Really heart them . So much fun with them around . And Xiangie , i am patiently waiting for your wedding :)

Part 3

Day out with Electric Blue sister :)

Thanks for the picture! Thanks for the gift you got for me :) LOVE IT ! The pictures and NK parts are really fun :) And i really love the electric blue dress ! SCREAM ! And the special EYE POWER CONNECTION is really powerful ! WOW ! It is more powerful when we saw weird people like ... Baby , you should know :P Thanks for spending so much money on printing the pictures so that you are able to make a card for me . Deeply touched :) Lets get something blue again okay :)

People , i am sorry if i did not reply all the tags . But i seriously appreciated it :) The care and concern you guys gave me :)

Special thanks to Jack for all the help you gave me . Really :)

2006-12-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

Hey people!

I am currently using the Sheraton Hotel computer !

I love australia totally !

It is about 10 times better than Singapore !

Deborah and I had a great deal of fun ! Took lots of pictures!

I miss GRACE so much ! Thanks for everything sister ! Will meet up with you when i am back ! I love you so much!

Will be back on saturday my dear friends !

:)

2006-12-15T17:04:00.000+08:00

Sorry people!

I am really busy recently and i don't even have the time to blog .

But not to worry , life is good for me :) Really appreciate the people around me that really care for me :)

On a lighter note ,

Happy 20th Birthday to my ASHLEY !
Hope you like the present and the cake that i bought for you .
Thanks for being such a wonderful friend ! You are one of the best thing in my life .

BOO! I am tired . Got to take a short nap now . :)

Take care people! And wait for my return on 23th of December .

2006-11-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

Finally back with a HAPPY POST !

Hello people!

I am going to Melbourne and Perth on 17th of December to 23th of December :) OMG! Xueyan really know how to enjoy life . Haha . Just back from Hong kong not long ago and i am going to Melbourne and Perth again . :) But this time round , i am going with my dearest deborah :) This girl is so excited and she was like screaming over the phone when i told her i am able to go with her . Crazy girl . But i still love her plenty . And i will miss my sister grace a lot ! How i wish she can come along with us :(

I guess i really need to relax . My life has been so hectic for the past few weeks . Never ending projects and tests . Save me please . Even during the holiday , i need to meet up for projects .

Down with Business law , Business finance and Efma . Still have Hrm and so many projects . And french is really a killer .

Anyway my best friend birthday is coming soon . Bought a special gift for her . And i am celebrating with her on Sunday and Monday . I am so in love with her . She is always there for me , encouraging me , motivate me , tolerating me and I really appreciate her.

And to all my wonderful friends , I am really so sorry for MIA-ING for such a long period of time . I really still love and care for them but just that i am really busy . And Karen , i really do miss you too and i promise i will spend more time with you whenever i am free . :) Thanks for the treats .

I love my sister . This girl here is the best .

BYE PEOPLE!

LOVES :)

2006-11-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

Had lunch with Ash , Alyssa and Grace .
Great people .
Lunch was simple, but is because of the people that make me enjoyed the lunch . I love them so much .

Business law test was over . It was alright but there are still so many tests to go . :(

Thanks to Tee Jun , Ashley , Charles , Jack and Baby for all the encouragements you all gave me . These people are what i called true friends . They are there to guide you and protect you . And the call from Chen Wei was really sweet . I am really glad to have so many friends that truely care for me .

So many things pondering in my mind now .
I know i need to let go and i am trying to .
Is just so hard .
I will be strong and really move on .
:(

Anyway Hong Kong trip was alright . Bought some gifts for my friends and i am glad that all of them love it ! :)

Turning in soon . Love.

2006-11-15T16:54:00.000+08:00

I AM REALLY DYING !

FULL OF EMOSHITS!

2006-11-10T03:24:00.000+08:00

3.20 am now .

Just cant get to sleep although i am so tired . I am just so confused . But i really hope the decision I made is right .

Tomorrow will be off to Hong Kong . But i am not excited at all . Dont ask me why .

ARGH! WHATEVER !

I really miss the days when i am always having fun with Tee Jun and Sam . Today we are laughing like mad again. All thanks to Deborah and Tee Jun :) haha . Well , just a inside joke between us .
I miss Grace Lim Hui Min.
I miss CSC days.
I miss everyone that suddenly disappear from my life .
I miss my parent.
I miss my sister.
I miss my cousin.
I miss Miss Khoo .
I miss Kok Beng and everyone from CSC .
I miss the carefree days .

AND CHARLES , YOU REALLY MAKE MY DAY ! I TOTALLY APPRECIATED YOU ! YOU ARE REALLY ONE OF THE BEST THINGS IN MY LIFE . I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU AS MY FRIEND . <3>
DEBORAH - YOUR HELP , CARE AND CONCERN ARE REALLY APPRECIATED BY ME . ESPECIALLY AFTER WHAT YOU DID TODAY :)

And to my darling Xueli , i am so sorry that i cant attend your performance tomorrow . But i know you will perform well . :) Take care my dear .

2006-11-08T11:32:00.000+08:00

It's been really a busy week ! :(

So many tests and projects . This semester is really tough.

Going off to Hong Kong this friday . I am really touched when my lovely friends want to send me off and so many of them want to meet me before i am off to Hong Kong . But i am only going for four days . :) And Benny even gave me a whole box containing medicine , sweets and some other stuffs .Love you guys .

Grace is in genting now and we will not see each other for a WHOLE week :( I miss you my bestie .

I feel really blessed to have so many good friends around me supporting me and listening to my complains . To me , everyday is like a busy day . Have so much to do each day . Beside study , i still have so much to accomplish . :(

People that i really love :)

Take Care guys .

2006-11-06T19:55:00.000+08:00

Hello People !

I am really motivated to study hard. Say hello to the HARDWORKING TEO XUE YAN :)

Met my bestie after school today . As usual , endless laughter .

I feel so blessed now :) HAPPY HAPPY MOOD !

2006-11-05T13:26:00.000+08:00

Slept at around 4 plus yesterday . Was chatting with my darling Kitty .
This girl here is the best advisor ever . Really love her man .
We have so much in common . The way we look at things , our character and the things we like .
It is like so hard to find someone that can really really click with you . I am so glad to have her in my life .
I learnt a lot of stuffs from her . She is really a smart and strong girl . :)
Once again , thanks so much for your advises .

2006-11-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

Pictures took recently . With all my darlings :)

Life isnt that great recently . Totally disappointed in some of my friends and my tep grade. But i am motivated now ! I will really work hard . No more skipping lectures and tutorials :(

For the past 3 weeks , i skipped all my lectures except for business finance and EFMA. I swear that i will attend all lectures now and pay attention ! TEO XUE YAN , YOU MUST WORK HARD ! I have so much to catch up .

On a lighter note , i am going to hong kong from friday to next monday . YEAH ! SHOPPING ! Although is only for a few days but i will really miss all my good friends especially Baby and Grace :(

And i am so glad to meet Vernice . Me and charles call her Kitty She is so sweet !!!! Darling , i miss you too !

BYE PEOPLE !

OFF TO STUDY !

2006-10-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

Great Day !

I totally heart all my csc friends . Is a pity that huiting, beng beng and roy can't join us . But dont worry , we are still meeting up next week . Thanks guys for the wonderful day . You guys are fantastic .

After that , my baby mel came to find me. She is so sweet can :) Baby mel , i love you .
Totally upset over some problems. I am so emotionally and financially drained . Feeling so helpless . Once again , Ashley is there to listen to my problems. :) Super good person I tell you .

I am totally blessed to have so many people there for me when i am really in need of help . After this incident , i know who are my true friends. Love you people. And Grace , you are an angel . Thanks for everything . :)

Enough said . Calling Ashley now . :) Take care people !

2006-10-22T02:17:00.000+08:00

Hi people !

The time is 2.11 am and i still cant fall asleep :(

Feeling pretty down for the past few days but i am glad to have ASHLEY to chat with me in the middle of the night. Thanks for listening to all my craps and nagging . YOU ARE DEFINATELY A GOOD LISTENER .

New semester just starts and everything is like so rush . PROJECTS AND TESTS ARE PILING UP :( i guess TEP is still the best :) I really miss all my CSC friends especially my lovely kok beng .

On the lighter note , my dearest sister ( GRACE LIM ) is finally 18 ! Happy Birthday my darling sister . I love you so much . I am glad that you have the best birthday celebration ever:)

My dearest Deborah , i really appreciate all the help that you gave me . Thanks for the treats , the earrings and the love and concern you gave me. At least i know there is still someone that truely care and love me . A big hug to you my dear . :)

Back to my weekend.

Last Sunday was a major catching up with Mek Mek . Had dinner over at this place called Makan Sutra . The food there is alright . But i suggest you people to have a second thought if you really want to go there . The day was great with us taking more than 20 pictures . The best pictures are took in the lift of Pan Pacific Hotel . Had lots of fun with Mek Mek around . Thanks for the wonderful day . And thanks for listening to all my problems and giving me suggestions even when you are so tired at night . :)

Friday was a day out with my darling after project . Caught the show Severance . The show is great . After that , we went to have our dinner and have our Heart-to-heart talk till around 9.30 pm . We always have so many things to talk about . And the feeling is always so real . Thanks for being part of my life and mentally there for me whenever i need someone . I know you are busy and i am so touched that you will always find time for me no matter how busy you are . You are greatly appreciated :)

Saturday - As usual , i met up my bestie . :) LET ME TELL YOU , I AM THE LUCKIEST GIRL ON EARTH TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE HUI YIN . SHE IS THE BEST ! NO DOUBT ABOUT IT . THANKS FOR EVERYTHING !
Endless laughter with Hui an around . Thank you my dear for meeting up with us although you are so tired . I love you :) Shall see you next week and lets continue on our pranks :P Heh heh :) Tell me more about your TARGETS man :)

Enough said . Hit the covers and tomorrow will be a great day ! :)

Take care people !

2006-10-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

my mind is in a whirl now :(

Dont ask me why !

I MISS MY DARLING SAM ,TEE JUN , CHEN WEI , DEBORAH , NICHOLAS , CHARLES , XUELI , ANGELA , PEIYE , JACINTA , HAO YU , JOANNE AND ONG HUI :(

I MAY NOT BE MEETING YOU GUYS BUT I STILL LOVE YOU ALL :)

5 more days of attachment :( i hope time will pass slowly . argh!

2006-10-05T20:54:00.000+08:00

Thanks for bringing laughter to everyone in CSC :) You look great and please be more confident alright! CSC will be boring without you and WE LOVE YOU KOK BENG !

Life in CSC is really good . I enjoyed myself to the fullest and the most wonderful part of CSC is that i meet wonderful friends .

WELL , LIFE IS GREAT ! :)

2006-09-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

Seriously , i hate to leave CSC . I love every single person in CSC . I dont mind waking up at 6 am everyday and leave school at 6 pm everyday , making phone calls and cant wear short pants or slippers .
The thought of leaving in another 2 more weeks make me feel so emo and upset now . No more playing DAI-DI and FORFEITS :(
there are so many things in life that i hope to change but for this , i hope that i can stay in CSC forever . i cant believe myself for loving CSC so much . but this is the fact . the people there are great , trueful and sincere . no fake smiles or evil grins . everyone are so nice.

ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DEBBIE , MY TING TING AND JENSON .
:):):)

I LOVE MY LIFE NOW . I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS . I LOVE MY FAMILY . AND I LOVE ALL THE BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS THAT ARE HAPPENING IN MY LIFE NOW :)

friends come and go in your life. but i am glad to meet some friends that i know that they will always stay by my side and never leave me alone. Hui yin - your care , concern and love are greatly appreciated . i know i will never find someone like you again . thanks for everything that you did for me . please take gorgeous care of yourself , dont fall ill or else your 15 fl**** will be worried . :P

In life , some people will just take you for granted. if you treat them nice , they will take it as it is normal for you to do that and even backstab you . life is never fair but i know i got to be strong and overcome every obstacles in my life . As what ASH said , solving every problems and obstacles you face will make you into a better and stronger person . And i totally agree . All the obstacles that i met really make me into a much stronger person .

Random pictures

My best friends , Hui an - so glad to meet you on Tuesday and please make yourself available on weekend ok . This weekend i am free for you :) Remember that Yannie is always here to listen to all your problems :) Love you .

before work with cute Casse :)

2 of the most important people in my life . Life will never be the same without both of you . I know i may be busy recently but my love for both of you will never be lesser . Thanks for compromising with me and tolerating all my craps and nonsense for the past few years . I dont want any of us to drift apart cause i love you 2 so much :) In the meanwhile , please rest well . You 2 workaholic ! :P

2006-09-23T10:52:00.000+08:00

DAYS IN CSC

you All made a difference to my life, my good friends.
i will never forget the days we spent in csc . laughing , gambling , disturbing each other , making calls and most importantly - the bond that we shared .
3 more weeks to go and like what kok beng said , we must make CSC into a PLAY GROUND :)
ANYWAY ,YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST !

2006-09-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

i guess i am fine after so many days of crying .

the pain will go off some days .

school really make me happy . to be exact , the people around me in school is my source of motivation to school . i love all of you :) especially my bestie Grace , Roy , Kok Beng , Ashley , Alyssa , Huiting and Yu yao .

i cant wait for the sentosa outing next week .

and a big THANK - YOU to all those that care and tagged my blog . * loves

2006-09-10T12:57:00.000+08:00

A wonderful day with all my sweethearts :)

meet-up with joanne at heeren around 2 . shop around in wisma and taka :) it was definately a good shopping trip . bought a lot of stuffs . and we never stop laughing . thank you so much for the wonderful afternoon .

after that , i went off to meet my grandma . slack for 1 hour in my aunt house . :( super boring i tell you . listening to them talking about their children .

met my bestie around 5 plus .bitchings and ramblings and those incessant teasings. i really enjoyed myself to the fullest . i love you my dearest huiyin . and i will never leave you bestie . i promise :)

around 8 plus, hui an and charles came . took many pictures with them . it was super fun . endless jokes and laughter .

Charles, i love the gift that you gave me . It was super sweet :) and i will never let anything come between our friendship .

2006-09-07T19:40:00.000+08:00

mighty busy recently !

assignments from csc:(my throat is dying and everyday i am so tired .But i am really glad to know nice people in csc. Joanne is definately someone that i enjoy talking to :)

i cant help it when i am bloody sensitive and sometimes it gets in the way of things but how am i suppose to help it when no one actually assures me to stop me from being sensitive over issues i shouldnt be sensitive about?

and i get really pissed off when u get people tagging my blog or my friends blog criticising the way we look or even said things that are not true . But i will always bear in mind that those childish and senseless people are just trying to get us down. and if we're so easily pushed to the point when it bothers us so much, they win.

Take care everyone :)

2006-09-04T19:25:00.000+08:00

I I am thinkin of sellin away the complimentary NOKIA starlight cinema ticket

its a pass for 2!
perfect for couples for a fun night out!
or anyone lar actually.

okie here is the details:

NOKIA STARLIGHT CINEMA - ASIA'S LARGEST OUTDOOR CINEMA FESTIVAL
20-09-06 to 30-09-06
@ The PADANG

ADMITS TWO
valid for ONE DAY btw
21-09-06 to 30-09-06

TICKET VALUE: S$30
Doors open: 6pm
Movie starts: 8pm

*Complimentary tickets are valid for entry before 730pm only

MOVIE SCHEDULE:

210906 (Thurs) - Just like Heaven

220906 (Fri) - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest

230906 (Sat) - Mission Impossible 2 & 3
[TWO MOVIES IN A NIGHT! GOOD DEAL]

240906 (Sun) - Ice Age 2

260906 (Tues) - Dark Water

270906 (Wed) - King Kong

280906 (Thur) - The Break Up

290906 (Fri) - The Fast and The Furious: Tyoko Drift

300906 (Sat) - X2: X-Men United & X-Men: The Last Stand
[TWO MOVIES IN A NIGHT! GOOD DEAL]

TERMS AND CONDITIONS OF USE:
1. Complimentary Tickets are valid for entry before 730pm only.
2. Complimentary Ticket holders can be denied entry without prior notice should the venue reach its capacity, thus complimentary ticket holders are encouraged to come early.
3. Complimentary Tickets are valid from 21-30 Sept. Complimentary Tickets are NOT VALID on Premiere Nights and on Mondays
4. Complimentary Ticket admits 2 peron. Complimentary Ticket holder and guest must enter together.
5. Complimentary Tickets must be presented at the venue entrance in order to gain admission.
6. NO PHOTOGRAPHT, TAPING OR RECORDING equipment is permitted at the event venue without prior permission.
7. In the event of rain, the movie(s) scheduled for the night will still be screened.

Please visit www.starlightcinema for full details.

(=

so anyone in for a movie?
if i dun sell them away, i properly bring someone along wit me for the Tyoko Drift screening!

I am selling it at S$30 and a complimentary Pop.Secret Popcorn!

I dun hv to teach u how to pop popcorns, do i?

anyone interested, contact me at angiegoh86@gmail.com
close friends with my contact number, can drop me a sms or smth.

Closing the deal by 170906.
Its a first come first basic deal!

2006-08-29T14:57:00.000+08:00

Random pictures

this is MADNESS :p

having so much fun in her house :) i love you darling and i know you feel it too :)

oh and everyone has a past. i have chosed to move on, get ahead with my life and right now i am in a phase of life where i am comfortable with the way i am, my family and everyone i love around me. I am really fine now . NO MORE CRYING AT LATE NIGHTS :) so please dont worry about me alright :)

i finally get to see a clearer picture of what life is like . i am not trying to infer anything but right now i guess i shall be a more independent person . And to all my friends that truely care for me , i really appreciated it . Although you all may not know what happened but i am really touched by all the messages , calls and tags :)

2006-08-24T13:02:00.000+08:00

wonderful day out with my dearest birdy and my beloved .

everything was so real and fun.

i swear this is the best day and every moment that we spent together will be kept in my mind FOREVER !

seriously , i hope that the day will never end and i can still be running around in the field with birdy and beloved like no body business , chasing after kites , trying to entangle the string , trying to hide myself from the sun behind your body , resting under a big tree , sitting down on the field and admire our beautiful kite and teasing each other .

it was so tedious but we had lotsa fun .

somehow i wish that i can stay there forever but i know it is impossible . need to face up to reality . i feel so so lucky to have my beloved around whom i guess , fills up my emptiness . you dont know how much i treasure and love you .

walking around in marina square ( guessing our favourite Hi-fi , earrings , shirts and etc ) , sitting at the edge of explanade and i almost thought that i am going to fall off , laughing at the couple in front of us when we are watching the movie and finding my pendant. AND THANKS FOR USING YOUR MAGIC HAND TO FIND MY PENDANT :p you are really my good friend!

Thanks for everything :)

Anyway , i think i am falling apart soon . Damn confused by everything that are happening around me . My heart is pounding slower and slower . ARGH!

BYE EVERYONE!

2006-08-16T16:56:00.000+08:00

ZOO TRIP POSTPONED DUE TO STUIPID INACCURATE WEATHER FORECAST !

Oh well , i spent my day slacking at home . HOW SAD :( * looking at some hot babes swimming in the swimming pool and watching TV :(:(:( BOREDOM ! LOVE MY GIRLS:)

2006-08-13T01:47:00.000+08:00

ohmygawd recently a friend came to me and told me a story which i dun even dare to believe this kind of person ever exist

lets name my fren, Anna.

Anna had a guy friend who is interested in her.
He chased her intensively and did many sweet things for her and claimed that he only did it for her
but lo and behold, he did the same things for another girl TOO!

some guys are just too free .
they will do everything to make you happy .

well , i seriously hate this kind of guy can!

DAMN PISSED OFF NOW !

2006-08-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

guess today is one of the Happiest day out of all my SICK days rotting at home :)

first ,i am really glad to have grace as my younger sister :)
the one that will stick with me throughout the rest of my life .
the one that will remind me to take good care of myself when i am falling ill .
the one that give me lots of suggestions when i am in trouble.
the one that will be standing up for me when people gossip about me .
the one that cheer me up when i am down .
the one motivate me to study for exams when i am lazy .
the one that remember all my passwords for computer stuffs in school .

thanks for everything that you did .i am really touched :) now i feel like jumping and hitting you with my pillow like what i always did to my younger sister :) thanks for assuring me that there will always be someone there for me no matter what happen . your love is the greatest gift i ever receive :)

i am definately blessed to have so many nice people around me , care for me , love me and look after me .
i have nothing to complain at all :)
but there is this person that really needs special mention . this person slept at 3 am in the morning and woke up at 530 am to go to Temasek Poly to hand in project.
After that this person came all the way from tampinese to holland village to find me . Bought packets of lozenge , chat for awhile and went off .
time flies like no other. no matter what its been a worthwhile period of my life. memories kept in my heart will never leave like footprints on cement. i'll forever enclose those lovely visions in my so-called-box. :) thanks for the effort , time and everything that you spent on me :) you are still a big part of my life.

thanks to everyone who had shown concern to me when i am sick :) *hugs :)

2006-08-10T16:16:00.000+08:00

Was down with fever for the past 4 days :( Mommy suspected that its dengue and wants to bring me to TTSH for a full blood count test if i am still sick by tomorrow .
The medicine is not working on me at all ! THROAT STILL PAIN , NOSE STILL BLOCK , HEAD STILL PAIN ! WTH :(
I cant wait to get back to class , i miss my girls so much :(

To :My Dearest Nicky
If you are reading this , please smile cause i know that you are still upset over your exam today:( Whats done cannot be undone , just make sure that you will be more careful the next time round alright :) At least you know you tried your best and this is enough already . study hard and get what you want before its too late . You will always have my support in whatever you do .

2006-08-09T10:19:00.000+08:00

Still sick but this picture really brighten up my day !

Well , this person knows that i am in love with Hello Kitty and this is what he did :)

SO SWEET CAN :)

HATE TO STAY AT HOME! VERY VERY BORED :(

2006-08-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

DOWN WITH FEVER NOW . MY WHOLE BODY IS SO WEAK ! THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS SLEEP . NO MORE DOING FINANCIAL STATEMENTS FOR DAD ! 7 SETS TO GO :(
ITS A KILLER TO BE AT HOME ALL DAY . I SLEPT MOST OF THE TIME. HOW BORED CAN I BE ? :(
SORRY GUYS , I CANT JOIN YOU ALL FOR DINNER TODAY . I PROMISE TO MEET UP WITH YOU ALL NEXT WEEK OK :)

2006-08-07T19:38:00.000+08:00

I AM DOWN WITH FLU , SORE THROAT AND SWOLLEN EYES :(
SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME !
ARGH !
I NEED SOME REST NOW .

2006-08-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

WHAT'S WRONG WITH DESPERATE AND CHILDISH PEOPLE OUT THERE ?
IF YOU THINK THAT WHATEVER YOU TAGGED WILL AFFECT ME , THEN YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG CAUSE I DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO WHAT YOU TAGGED .
THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY ,
BE MORE MATURE AND YOU WILL LEAD A HAPPIER LIFE !

Anyway , had a wonderful day with Samantha , charles , my baby yinnie , nicole and junnie .

my sweetie

when we saw Tee jun's face ! HAHAHA !

Thanks for being there whenever and wherever i needed you :)

I really feel that i am a strong girl , i can slept for 2 hours and the next day , prepare food for my grandma's birthday and at night , i can do accounting , financial statement for my dad's company till the next morning . Oh well , i am really a superwoman . Pretty cool right ? Well , that's Xue Yan.

Anyway , A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT SHOW CARE AND CONCERN TO ME FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS . I REALLY APPRECIATE IT ! :) I AM REALLY FINE NOW . THANKS .

p.s: Be strong my baby yinnie and dont over work alright . love you :)

2006-08-03T15:04:00.000+08:00

A good relationship isn't a game you play or an ego trip you take. It is about love and two people. Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know and it can hurt more than we can believe too.Loving someone means you should be ready to experience heartache and happiness at the same time. That's the reward and that's the risk. Unless we are willing to experience it, we will never really know what it's like to love and be loved.Loving someone takes efforts. We have to be able to communicate with each other. Nobody can read anyone else's mind.

We always presume that our partner knows what we think and feel. Maybe in time we might be able to predict or sense each other's thoughts but it's never perfect and takes time to develop.Getting the chance to love and be loved by someone is blessed.Respect him/her for who she is, and not what you want him/her to be. Everyone is pretty and special in his/her own special way.

No one is perfect. It is true love which closes the gap of imperfectness to form a smooth surface of acceptance for each other. True love sees and accepts a person for who he/she is. It is also true love which makes a person change for the better.A relationship needs commitments too. What is love without commitments from each other anyway?It's like principles and values. Everyone has them but they only mean as much as we are willing to stand for them. The same goes for our commitments to relationships, and the person we love.

Every day everywhere, people fall in love ... but just how many of these relationships are self-sacrificing love, and not just relationships which are formed only for the intense feeling of falling in love?If a person says he/she loves you, he/she means that he/she loves you unconditionally for who you are now, who you were in the past and who you might be in the future.

It is very hard to see the difference through logical thinking. Let your heart guide you.Think bout it...

2006-08-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

My dearest girls

Deborah Foo Wei Shi

She is A GOOD LISTENER , A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE , SPENDS MONEY LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW , PATIENT , BIG EATER AND PRETTY !

* I LOVE HER BAG ! ANYONE WILLING TO BUY FOR ME ? :p

2006-07-31T13:08:00.000+08:00

emo emo emo. When the booze kicks in, the mind whirls, you think. and not just think, you tend to remember those memories that trigger the tearducts. it always happens. i tried, and failed. i tried again, yet failed again. a cycle perhaps? The pain isnt caused when you get yourself battered and bruised in the journey; it is when you've finally endured your way to the checkpoint, u realised it all comes down to emptiness..

Sometime i feel that i am really insensitive, hurting people around me without knowing . I am sincerely sorry if i said something that hurt you . Heartwrenching yet helpless.

People always see me as a cheerful and optimistic lady but there are so much things in my heart that are making me really upset . Somethings are better left unsaid. I know that i need to be strong and overcome all the obstacles myself . I just dont understand why some people can be so fake and appear to be an angel in front of you but at your back , they are gossiping about you .
Well , if you are someone like this , please leave my blog . Even good friends cant be trust , they may gossip about you anytime . It is really saddening when you found out that your good friends actually gossip with bitches about you . I admit i gossip about people but i will never gossip my BEST FRIENDS OR GOOD FRIENDS ! And some GUYS are just so bitchy ! Said things that are not true and spread the rumours around ! WTH ! They will come over treating you so nicely yet u saw that hint of a "eye-rolling gesture" when he thinks you're not looking? Please be more mature . There are so many things for you to do if you are bored , stop spreading rumours that are not true ! PIMPS ! Really look down on these guys .
* PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME WHO AM I REFERING TO IN MY BLOG , IF I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW , I WILL TELL YOU .

But i am glad that i have a few true friends that will always be my side no matter what happen . You should know who you are :)

I guess study is the most important thing in my mind now . Dont wish to think of other stuffs .

I hope whatever i said wont cause any emotional harm to anyone. Cause i just want to pour out all my grievances, can i?

2006-07-31T00:19:00.000+08:00

FUN DAY OUT WITH MY TEP CLIQUE

the GAY in action

they are really having fun carrying each other in PUBLIC :P

I HEART them :)

Look at TEE JUN's FACE ! haha !

my beary sister and her hot bf ( MARCUS )

Now more pictures with my FANTASTIC beary sister . Someone who listens to all my complains , nagging and problems. Thanks for everything and knowing you is one of the best thing in TEP :) Love you beary sister .

First couple

Marcus and Melissa

Chen Wei and Tee Jun

The question is * Which couple is more loving ?

Well , my answer is definately Chen Wei and Tee jun :) SEE HOW LOVING THEY ARE ? KISSING IN OUR CLASSROOM :)

TING TING ! PLEASE MAKE YOURSELF FREE NEXT WEEK ! IT WILL DEFINATELY BE BETTER IF YOU COME :) MUCH MISSES :)

2006-07-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since the two of us slacking in a cafe for almost 2 hours :)

Lets the pictures do the talking .

2006-07-29T02:57:00.000+08:00

MY LOVE

true friends are friends that you keep in your heart . no matter the distance , the time.. they stay . :) baby , you are mine mine mine mine ! no one can draw you away from me . nothing can stop my love for you :) i will never leave you too , i promise :)

HUI AN - I am sure you will be able to finish all your projects on time :) Relax darling ! I will always be there to listen to all your problems and hassles so just give me a call if you need my help :)

INSIDE Cold storage :) I really laughed when he said * WOW ! WHAT A NICE PLACE TO TAKE PICTURES HOR ? ! HAHA :) And now i know that wheat milk is really nice , i will try ok :P Be happy always k :)

* i shall always believe in looking on the bright side of things . the glass of water must be half full :)

2006-07-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

Let me present to you the cutest baby :)

This cute baby is

Ryan Paul Nicholas Chong

He is so cute when he is young ! :) Thanks for being my pillar of strength and always there for me when i am down .

MY BESTIE

I am glad that we cleared things out and I LOVE YOU BOO !

2006-07-22T12:28:00.000+08:00

TEP= DOING CRAZY STUFFS

OMG ! this guy here claims that he drives a car when he does not even get a car license :(

HOW SAD :( view his blog if you are free : www.mrdrinkalot.blogspot.com

my good friend Tee Jun

THEY ARE REALLY DARING :)

we are having fun outside lecturer's room!

I am sure she loves me !

Free advertisement for adidas jacket :)

ANYWAY , i am really happy for XUELI ! GOOD LUCK DARLING :) I LOVE YOU !

2006-07-16T10:45:00.000+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY!:)

SOME RANDOM PICTURES THAT I TOOK FEW WEEKS BACK :

MY CUTE LUCKY AND TUTU

superman drew by benny

Johnathan ( mekmek) super cute dog :)

2 of the most important girls in my life :)

True friendship

My happy family

I love tutu:):):)

FOR MY DEAREST GRACEY BOO , THANKS FOR HELPING ME IN EVERY WAYS . YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN . I LOVE YOU DARLING ! And i really love the belt you gave me :) YOU ARE THE ONL ONE I RELY ON AND COUNT ON.

Day out with my beary sister , melcus and mek mek was Awesome :) Sorry mel , i cant upload the pictures we took due to some computer errors :( AND WE GONNA BE BEARY SISTER FOREVER:)

TEP FOR THE FIRST STOPOVER IS COMING TO AN END SOON ! NO MORE SLACKING IN SR , NO MORE LISTENING TO SERSAN 40 MINS TALK , NO MORE GOSSIPING WITH MY BABY MEL , JUNNIE , SISTER , BABY SARA , BABY TING TING , JIAN AN AND SAM , NO MORE SINGING IN CLASS WITH JEK YEW AND GANG , NO MORE LISTENING TO SING LENG TIPS ON FASHION , NO MORE PLAYING AROUND WITH GEOK LENG , JEAN AND GANG , NO MORE GOING TO SCHOOL WITH SHUAI SEN , NO MORE PLAYING BADMINTON IN CLASS , NO MORE DOING PROJECTS WITH MY TEAM D ( JIAHUEY, QIU YAN , CHEN WEI AND TING TING ) , NO MORE EARLY BREAKFAST AND LUNCH AND LASTLY NO MORE HAVING FUN WITH MY WHOLE BSU TEAM 1 .

BUT I AM SURE WE CAN DEFINATELY MEET UP ON WEEKEND :) SO CHEER UP JEW YEK !

Was talking to my darling Angie during early morning , like wee hours . I am really glad to have her around , just like an older sister to me, listening to all my problems and complains . YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU XIANGIE :)

SLEPT AT 5 YESTERDAY BUT WOKE UP AT 10 TODAY! I MUST BE MAD ! PERHAPS I AM TOO HAPPY ! boo !

I MUST SAY that i really miss Huiyin although we chat on phone everyday . Perhaps she is really an extinct bestie that i could ever find . She knows me inside - out :) I simply cant wait to see her in the afternoon .

Well , i am tired now . Off to my BED:)

2006-07-02T14:29:00.000+08:00

HI BABES&HUNKS WHO R READING MY SIS'S BLOG NW
IM TEOXUETING [XUEYAN'S YOUNGER HOTTER CUTER SIS]
AHAHHA
I LOVE MY SIS ALOTALOTALOT
SHE'S THE BESTTT
ER OK THIS'S SO RANDOM
BYEE! [:

2006-07-02T12:45:00.000+08:00

Been dazling blankly lately , inevitably , thoughts will travelled further . Keep asking myself like , Why ?How come ? What ? Next time ? Perhaps there are just too many Why in my mind .I really need someone to answer all my doubts in my mind .

I am deeply aware that i might lose everything. I dont want it to happen but i cant help it . Feeling pretty down for the past few days. So many things happened and i am quite affected by it .

2006-06-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

A short day out with my DARLING BOO . someone that i will cherish . MY BESTIE that no one else can replace .

2006-06-16T00:58:00.000+08:00

Putting necklaces for sales
Details posted up at http://www.chicboutique.blogspot.com

The necklaces are damn beautiful. Please visit the website to know more about it . Thanks. :)

ANYWAY , I REALLY LOVE GRACE BOO ! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!

Cheer up xiangie and xiong xiong ! :) Forget about the past and look forward to the future !

My wonderful Pat, thank you so much for the generous donation to the old folks today . It will definately help them and i really appreciate your help today! I enjoyed myself to the fullest :)

2006-06-11T18:06:00.000+08:00

party
shop
volleyball
spending quality time with all my darlings and family members

that's how life should be :)

I am happy with my life now and i love being SINGLE !
So if you think that you are so important in my life and i cant live without you then you are wrong !
So please stop all your childish actions cause what you did only made me hates you more . THANKS!

Happy birthday to my dearest Chenwei

Thanks for making me smile and laugh at every single thing you did ! Your existence in class make everyone happier and we love you so much k ! Tap Tap Tap Muackz! Hope that you like our big card and condoms :P hahaha

Yesterday was a gathering for my TEP darlings at Chenwei's house :)
We had uber fun that night . :)
Dancing , drinking , mahjong-ing,having steamboat and playing cards.

We are supposed to stay till morning but some of them are drunk ! Haha! Only Tee jun , Sara , Jun jie , Jean and me are sober ! HAHAHA !

I must say i really admire my baby jean :)
She is definately a great host ! I love you darling !!! Chen wei is so lucky to have her man :)

Due to late night sleep , i grew PIMPLES ! Dont laugh Patrick! :P haha! By Tuesday , my pimples will be gone so you cant get to laugh at me :)

Meeting Desmond for coffee under my block now !

BYEBYE!

2006-06-06T20:11:00.000+08:00

Selling Tickets for 18TH JUNEMOS.Rebirth Party Tickets.

Contact Charles ( xiong xiong) if you are interested

Hp number : 90179216

:)

2006-06-03T02:42:00.000+08:00

What hurts the most is being so close
and having so much to say,
as i watched you walk away
the feeling is really bad

I seriously tried to forget you . Thanks for all the sweet memories you gave me .

Dont worry my dearest hui yin . I wont be sad again cause i made the final decision .
Thanks for being such a wonderful friend . I love you so much darling :) I cant imagine my life without you .

SHIT! I HATE CRYING !

I LOVE THIS PIC!

2006-05-31T23:06:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my wonderful bitch!
I love you Samantha :)
Happy 18th birthday!

2006-05-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY JUNNIE AND BABY SARA :)

2006-05-12T20:11:00.000+08:00

To: YOU
I am sorry if i hurt you.
Thanks for every little thing you did for me.
But i can't commit.
I feel guilty when i am with you .
You said you will wait for me.
You said you will not leave me.
You said you feel hurt when i am sick.
You asked me when can i be with you.
I dont want to give empty promises.
I am really sorry.
Inside my heart , there are still scars .
It really hurts.

Down with fever and sore throat :(

And i am really touched when i received so many messages from Bestie boo and baby mel . They are so caring ! :)

Baby mel and me !:)

Bestie boo -thanks so much for all your care and concern

LASTLY , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST PEI YE! Hope you have a great day on your birthday! :) MEET UP SOON ! LOVE YOU MY GIRL !

2006-05-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

people who make my days brighter

me and shuai sen ! he is a nice guy! :)

TEP is great lately , especially with my lovable classmates .

And i really miss gracey ! we may not be hanging out together that often but you should know that you are someone really important to me . Bestie dont have to spend alot of time together . Look after yourself and drink more water . :)

I am feeling emo again . well , i guess i will just move on and be my happy lady .

Had a great deal of fun with jacinta and friends at cineleisure on friday! Hope you like my cake :)HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PRETTY JACINTA :)

2006-05-05T15:42:00.000+08:00

Baby junnie is SO SEXY !

BABY JUNNIE = FOO TEE JUN !

DEBORAH PLEASE CHEER UP OK! I AM SURE TEE JUN WILL ACCEPT YOU ONE DAY ! :)

2006-05-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

TEP is fun !!!
haha!
I am happy !
:):)

Some pictures taken during TEP :

in ibrc . BORED !

my super girls in *SR* ! they are just so adorable and nice !!!

baby mel , me and my part time bf TEE JUN!!!

baby mel- i am sorry !! forgive me ok !! haha :)

Check out the cute guy in the middle! His name is Mario ( melissa favourite ) .

More pictures in next entry ok !

I am having a lot of fun in TEP ! * chatting , gossiping , dancing, prank people , laughing , stuipid landyard games , having tea breaks , basketball , badminton , movie and a lot more! haha.but i still miss my pretty girlies !!! :):) we will meet next semester ok !

Deborah-- you are always in my mind ok ! And you are not the furthest from us :) WE still love U ! Take care and see you on Friday alright :)

I am HAPPY ! REALLY HAPPY ! :)

ALL THANKS TO YOU ! :)

2006-05-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

When an emotional injury takes place , the body begins an process , as natural as the healing of a physical wound. Let the process happen.Trust that nature will do the healing . Know that the pain will pass , and, when it passes, you will be stronger , happier , more sensitive and aware .

Yes , i am a happier person now! :)

2006-04-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

Life is wonderful if people around you are fantastic . Well , i am pretty happy with my life now :)
And TEP WAS maddd fun today! It has been sometime since i had so much fun .TEE JUN AND MELISSA ARE DAMN CUTE! You should see the expression on Tee Jun's face! OMG! DAMN HILARIOUS CAN ! I AM LOVING IT!

And i wont brood over sad stuff too.

Someone BBQ party is on saturday , i cant wait to see him!Yeah !!!!:):)

TENNIS TML ! YIPPIE YEAH!

2006-04-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

Had a really good conversation with Charles. I really learnt a lot of stuff from him . The key to happiness isn't brooding over spill milk but to face the problem and settle it once and for all . I actually cried after hearing what he said . Charles- Thanks for being such a great listener and advisor . Hope that everything will be alright between you and your girlfriend ok !

Anyway , TEP really suck but my attachment class is still alright and i got to know nice people like Alyssa , Sara and Melissa which made TEP a bit less shitty. And with Tee jun and Jing ting around , i will never be bored cause both of them are my cutie pie :) hahahaha :P
TO TEE JUN -- You are really a great friend ! Thanks for tolerating all my craps and accompany me whenever i am lonely. Although you are really lame but sometime your cold jokes really did make me a bit more happier . And you are our BEST PRESENTER OK ! HAHA:) CHEER UP ! I HOPE TO SEE A CHEERFUL TEE JUN EVERYDAY!

And i am going to form a FAN CLUB for someone! HAHA! The person is L L ! hahaha. I cant imagine some people can be so violent ! :( !

I REALLY MISS MY GIRLIES :(

2006-04-14T02:17:00.000+08:00

Went to my dearest Alex's house to celebrate his birthday!
It was extremely fun! :)
We had a hard time laughing and all the food are FINGER LICKING GOOD! WOOT!
HAHA!
I AM REALLY HAPPY NOW FOR SEVERAL REASONS! HEHE!
YEAH!
And I can't wait for next Wednesday cause we plan to have another outing! Shiok!
I really love my secondary friends ! MUACK!!!!
I shall post some of the super unglam and funny pictures in my next entry! :)

BYE!!!!!
~thanks for everything.:)

2006-04-13T12:16:00.000+08:00

Please don't assume that you know everything about me cause you DON'T !
I am really really tired !
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

2006-04-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

me and my dearest darling slacking at yoshi.

K box was FUN !And i bet Charles enjoy singing SHE songs ! Haha ! Charles= Ella :)
I am really fine now and i am enjoying every single day that i spent with all my friends .

But things took a turn towards the unexpected . :( boo!
WHY?

2006-04-10T11:39:00.000+08:00

I have no idea what i am thinking ! I know i need to move on and be the cheerful Xueyan but it is hard :(

Anyway , I am glad to know that so many people actually care for me when i am sad .

To Samantha:
I really love the mango top and earrings you gave me . I love you ! :) And please send me the lame pictures that we took .

To Charles:
Thanks for being such a nice and shiokie buddy ! I am glad to have you around whenever i am down . And i know that you are glad to have me too right ? hehe :)

Lastly to Samuel:
No words can express how much i love you as my friend and i am really touched by whatever you did for me since the day we met . And I will see you soon ok !

And i am really shocked to recieve a message from our lecturer Mr hoe . He wants me to work hard and dont get distracted. And i will promise him that . :) The feeling is so shiok when you know that your lecturer still cares for you although he is not going to teach me anymore. Well , i really miss him .

2006-04-08T14:09:00.000+08:00

I realised that i cant be upset forever so i must be strong.

And to all my friends out there :
I am alright and i believe that i can stand up once again on my own . :) So no worry ! :)

Anyway i had a great deal of fun hanging out with Kai loong and friends . They are really humourous and thanks for making my day brighter . And i must learn how to play billard ! hehe :P

I cant wait for school to start . I am getting really bored ! And most importantly , i cant wait to see all my friends ! :)

2006-04-06T12:08:00.000+08:00

I will learn the essence of being happy :)
Make me happy please!

2006-04-05T08:39:00.000+08:00

It hurts to know the truth .
But i will stay strong :)
Anyway , Chalet is fun :) And the place is quite big too .
I will be looking forward to more of our class chalet. And i learn how to play mahjong ! YEAH!!
All thanks to Xueli and Amanda . :)

I finally let go of everything . No more confusion and all . Is painful but i believe that time can heal everything . I really dont know what is on my mind nowadays.

falling ? sighs

2006-04-03T00:48:00.000+08:00

I am really naive about judging a person.He really got me this time round.

2006-03-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

Been thinking about a couple of stuffs . I think i need to take a step back and just go with the flow . Well , whats the rush right ? :)
My strawberry cake is yummy ! ok , i am so proud of myself :)
Shawn , thanks for accepting my request . I will be your best student ! haha

Chalet is on monday and i cant wait to see all my classmates . Awww... so glad that we can all gather together ! AWESOME ! :P
But is a pity that my boo will not be coming . Boo , take good care of yourself when you are in malaysia ok ! I will flood your inbox with 20 messages a day :P

Hot new of the day :

Charlie Soh is MARRIED !!!! OMG ! I am so shocked ! And he will not be able to make it for our chalet ! How sad :(

2006-03-30T13:14:00.000+08:00

I love all my friends and family .
I am happy with what i have now .

2006-03-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

Just received a letter from him. Ok , i am really touched . Well , as you said this is the first time you wrote a letter to a girl and i really appreciate it . Take good care of yourself okie :)

Came back from town . Had a long and sweet conversation with Grace and Peiye . 2 of the most important people in my heart :) I am so broke now ! Left with $3 :( And my bitch Samantha is back ! Finally !!! Yeah :):)

There is always a limit to a person patient . Time waits for no man . :(
I am tired of everything that you did .

2006-03-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to u!
Happy Birthday to u !
Happy birthday to my Beautiful Wani :)

Hope that you and Underwear will meet again ! hehe
We will meet next week alright :)

ps: i know i am a bit late about this entry . Sorry Wani :)

2006-03-23T19:49:00.001+08:00

Sadness fills my heart after visiting my friend's mom today . I am so shocked to recieve his call . I really wish that i can help him but i can't. If that person is reading my blog , i really hope you can understand my situation and i am really sorry for rejecting your request.

Love is indeed a funny splendid thing . After a clean break up with Patrick , i thought that i wont be able to fall in love again because i am really hurt . But maybe i am wrong . Doesn't everyone like to be in love? ha ha . i admit i do . :) I believe love is the feeling that someone else's happiness is as important as your own happiness. Falling in love is actually a pretty shiok and nice feeling :) Xueli will definately agree with me . hehe. But some people will prefer to be single and the simple reason is because they have not meet some one they like or wish to be with .

Ok enough of my craps , i shall call my baby now :)

And i really love my Hui yin ok ! thanks for listening to all my complains n nagging. look after ur health alright ? :)

2006-03-23T13:45:00.000+08:00

My dearest Xueli went for OGL camp . SIAN . No one to chat with me at night . :( But i think she will enjoy lah ! Cause her jammer is there ma ! haha
Take care my darling :)

2006-03-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

Edmund( himbotic guy) is interested in Mini skirt girl ! :)
And he is really looking forward to the chalet !
So guys , can you push the chalet to a earlier date :)

Anyway , i am really happy for Mike Nicholas ! He did quite well for his exams ! Yeah! * clap clap*

Actually , i cant wait for school to start ! I am missing SCHOOL ! haha :) I wan to go to north canteen ! And i want to meet all my girlies ! And my dearest wani , your birthday is coming right ! Yeah! We can meet up soon ! :)

Ok ! I am so bored ! :(

2006-03-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

Today had a great day with my poly friends . Hsien Yew is damn hilarious lah! haha.He can be a full time joker man.

Ok, i am really fortunate to have Grace . I am feeling terrible for the past few days and she sms me 3 to 5 times a day to ask me whether am i feeling better !I am really touched! :) You are really a great friend !

To xueli: my confidence level is 0 ! :( I am so confused !

2006-03-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

I am so disappointed now :(
How can Bryan won the competition ?
OMG!
His acting and dancing is like so STIFF LAH! :( Leo is 100% better . Right BOO ?

And i am really feeling so terrible now. Down with flu and sore throat! Argh!:(

And SAM, i miss you! Come chat with me in MSN! :(
9 more days you will be back!

BOO ! cheer up ! DONT BE MOODY :):):) SMILE :)

2006-03-18T23:33:00.000+08:00

A big thank you to Edmund , Jason , Jacky and Deborah :)
You all are so steady lah :P
Not like TEEJUN! SO not steady ! Still message samantha this " I am sorry i cant send you off today but can you help me to get a shirt from Melbourne and inLarge size " HAHAHA! TEE JUN , YOU ARE SO FUNNY ! :)
Well , i am going to miss my bitch samantha . NO ONE TO BITCH WITH ME FOR 10 DAYS ! OMG !
ANYWAY , I AM SAD NOW :(

2006-03-16T14:22:00.000+08:00

My Boo is such a fantastic + shiokie + kind Friend !
Thanks so much for your help :)
The blogskin is done by her ! So nice of her :)

I love you my dearest boo !

2006-03-16T00:57:00.000+08:00

:)
Was quite happy with my results.
but i am expecting more from econ but i got a B ! WTH !
I am equally happy for all my friends ( too many to mention ) who did quite well for their exams. Especially Joycelyn. She is really hardworking lah:) GPA = 3.717 . WTH right ?
And my ah ma is finally back from NEW ZEALAND ! Yeah:) I love my ah ma !

2006-03-13T00:39:00.000+08:00

To the person who might not know who i am refering to , I just want to say i really appreciate everything that you did . :)

You might not know how much you mean to me but you really mean a lot to me . You have a special place in my heart .

2006-03-12T19:47:00.000+08:00

I can't get asleep nowadays cause something is bothering me and i am completely torn apart . Well , i really hope that everything will remain the same and nothing is going to change .

Fun day with xueli . Cooking , baking , gossiping and laughing :)

Although i may be an emotional girl but i don't really know how to express my feeling . :( Ok , i am not good with words and i am really sorry . My sincerest appologies to Mr J*****.

I can't wait for tomorrow . Cause i will be going out with my darling :) Yeah ! Anyway , Date movie is really good . Damn funny ! :P

Picture taken by my sister :

Omg ! Weird hair :( My sis love that hairstyle!
P.S: I love my daddy !

2006-03-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

Just had a long talk with my darling xueli . Well , things are not going well for her. Cheer up darling :) Hope that he will read my blog and know that you are thinking of him all this while . :P

Have been rotting at home for the past 2 days . Not in the mood to go out .

I want to apologise to Jacky and Sam for not turning up for today badminton session :( Sorry k

I shall post a picture of my 24/7 thoughtful friend since he insist that his picture should be in my blog :P

my only friend who will call me a big baby and pamper with baby food . :) thanks darling , i will always keep the mickey necklace that you gave me . You are such a wonderful friend .

2006-03-04T19:40:00.000+08:00

Now let me present to you the cutest dolly of the month :)

Omg ! She is damn adorable right ? * FOR SALE * Price is negotiable . Please contact me at 90078878.

Talking about saliva and butt boy , my final decision is still saliva boy :) *evil grin* With saliva boy around , i wont be afraid that there is a shortage of water :P

Guess who is this cute baby here ?

still cant figure out who is him right ?

Yes !He is Tee jun ( the kiasu and cute guy of BM0507 ). He is so much cuter when he is younger :)

2006-03-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

"When I stray from the path, and When the path is too long,I was muttering to myself.That's the way life is..."

Holiday = boring

my lovable bitch :)

MY favourite teacher -- Mr martin lee :)

* someone please tell him that :p

how can i live without them ?

I once believe that we can't find true or awesome friends in poly but THEY prove me wrong. In fact , i think that poly life was FANTASTIC :)

Baby , good luck for your debate thingy k :)

Omg , i am really bored now :( Boo, please wake up and chat with me now !

Lastly , i miss CHICKY and ALEX :(

SIAN !

2006-03-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

I am too tired to blog so i shall just post some cute pictures . All taken when i am out with my pretty girlies :)
We had a great deal of fun ... bitching , screaming , taking plenty of silly photos , eating and binging :) It could have been better if Lynn and Deborah came too . oh well never mind , NEXT TIME .

me with rabbit hairband ! OMG! my pretty girlies with The charming hunk :)

THE ROCKER
MY SEXY UNDERWEAR WANI

Pictures taken when i am out with my secondary school bestie :)

My Bestie :)

I love them all :)

Tutu in action :)

Lastly to someone who is always there listening to all my problems , enjoy my happiness, share my worries, console me when i am down and telling me stuipid lame jokes , this is none other than PAUL NICHOLAS :)

is quite blur but still can see la :)

I look so dumb but who cares :)

NICHOLAS , please cheer up and focus on your last exam k :) SO don't care about your previous exam . Don't worry , you will definately able to promote :)

* i love Grace !

2006-02-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

I've learned to let go .
Please teach me how to forget a person completely .

2006-02-26T02:30:00.000+08:00

The feeling of betrayed by someone you really love definately SUCK .Like wth , why cant life be better for NICE And Kind Hearted people ? Damn !

Feeling very emo for the past few days ...

Anyway , went to have a small gathering with jie wei , hui an , shi kai and hui yin today. We had dinner at a Thai restaurant and had a hard time laughing at the creation of the " Birthday Cake " .

OMG!!! I cant wait for monday !!! :) Going to meet all my sweethearts .

Sam , i love the bloody picture you place in your blog ! WTH! Saliva boy rock :)

Pictures of the day :

My boy --- WTF !!! hahahaha
Look at the cutie mole on his face :)
SO COOL !!

Tutu--- The superdog :)

Please leave me alone ! You know who you are. Just let me live happily without you and this will be the best present you can gave me .

2006-02-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling damn sad now la..filled with misses towards my classmates who are all gonna leave me soon ..although its not confirmed yet but at least a portion of them will be dispatched to different classes next year .. My CLICKS!!! MISS U LOADS!!!

No one to Bitch about people with me ~ _ _ _ _ _ _
No one to accompany me to toilets during my overseas trip ~ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
No one to wait for me any me go school without any complains ~ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
No one to help me in my schoolwork time after time for this blur sotong here ~ _ _ _ _ _ _
No one to accomapany steadily on all Occasions ~ _ _ _ _ _
My BESTIE GRACE without any doubts ~ no need for guessing..

And YEAH! i'm damn hyper now ...guess why ? my exams are OVER PeePs!
to someone special..i'm sorry that i've not been spending much time with u babe.. and All de best for your exams too!

In life whatever u acheive is 95 % pure hardwork... 5 Percent is luck! agree ? so may i be the person to give u the 5 percent of luck in ur exams !

Just had swensens today...had my fill and celebrated my STRESS-FREE day with Fatty..lol
While eating we were like confused between the identities of a mature woman and a guy..why i say guy ? cause we don't know if its her son or husband ? lol...he seems kinda young though..

Its been ages since i last blogged ..sorry sorry... will pen on more about the film of my life more often now..since i'm like so soo sooo freeeee..geez..

2006-02-03T12:26:00.000+08:00

Just got back from school .
Well , last week is really a bad week for me . So many things happened . :(
But no matter what , i will be strong . A big Thank you to all my friends for all your concern . Especially Grace :)
Thanks for your cute card !!! i love it ok !!!! :):):):) Not forgetting your movie treat . Muack :)

What's done is done , what's not done cannot be done , words cannot be taken back nor can they be said after the opportunity passes you by .
This is probably the hardest decision I've ever made in my entire life .
Heartwrenching yet helpless :(

Sometime, i really wish that i can live in my own world without facing all my problems.

Ah gong , i love you !

The biggest regret in my life is not telling you how much i love you cause i am too shy to tell you . But deep in my heart , i really love you MY DEAREST AH GONG ! When looking at the photo albums, i cant help but started crying again . I really miss my Ah gong but i know is impossible to see him again . Please treasure your family members cause you will never know when they will be gone .

2006-01-18T21:13:00.000+08:00

2006-01-17T20:58:00.000+08:00

BORED ! BORED ! BORED !
BORING DAY!
CHARLIE IS REALLY LAME ! CANT STAND HIM ! WE KNOW WORKBOOK CONSIST OF WORKSHEETS !!! DON'T TREAT US LIKE A SMALL KID ! GET A LIFE MAN ! :)

2006-01-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

school was fun today ...
but statistic test SUCK !
:(
grace , please look after yourself k ? drink more water =)
baby, don't be too affected by what happened today ? Cheer up =)
As for today , my clique was talking about ghost stories and the corners story is really scary ... oh my gosh !!!
Sam , wanna try ??? [PiMpLE] hahaha :)
Extremely upset over losing my spectacle and spoiling my 3230 handphone :( Somebody hit
me please . Arghh...

2006-01-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

First , i would like to say a BIG thank you to all the people that celebrate with me on my birthday, wished me in person , sms me , called me up or wrote sweet testimonials for me :)
Well , this year is the best birthday i've ever had .
I really appreciate the effort you girls plan the celebration for me . Yes , i am refering to Gracey , Deborah , Samatha , Lynn , Wani and Shikin . Not forgetting Xueli , Shauna and Liwen who joined in the Singing session :) And Jamie , thanks for taking the cake from Pasir Ris to NYP ... I am so touched! :)
After celebrating with my girls , i went off to meet my beloved friends ( Hui yin , Hui an , Shi kai . Nicholas , Samuel , Jie Wei , Jia Qiang , Kelvin and Johnathan) :)
Well , we have a great time in Changi Airport :)
And the cake that Kelvin brought is the same as the one the girls got for me :) ha ha .
Kelvin , i am proud of your cutting cake skill :)
This year birthday was an unforgettable one cause Someone played A Happy Birthday Song using a Guitar for me . Thank you Nicholas =)
Hui yin , thank you for being such a wonderful friend by giving your support in everything i do and i really love your present :)
After slacking at Changi Airport , we went back to Yishun . I caught the show ( Moonlight in Tokyo ) with Nicholas .Well , i am giving 3/5 stars for that . :)
And also , i gave a new name for Nicholas and that is Thomas . Ha Ha ... =) So i shall call him Thomas from today onward =)
After watching the show , we went back to meet Samuel and gang and slacked till six in the morning .
Once again , Thank you for everything you guys have done for me . I love you all =)
Well , photos will be update in the next entry . :)
PS: Samantha and Gracey --- i love the entry that you both blogged about my birthday :) Thank You so much :)

2006-01-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

me and my dearest boo !!! love u boo !!!

2006-01-09T18:21:00.000+08:00

Well , i think i am getting to love NYP more ... :)
Frankly speaking , i feel so blessed to have so many nice and fun loving people around me in Poly .
But thinking of changing class next year makes me mad . :(
Just pray that Gracey , Samantha , Deborah , Lynn , Wani, shikin and Xueli will be in the same class as me next year :) ... Hopefully ..
I can't imagine myself without Gracey boo's care and concern , my disturb people parnter-Samantha, my eating parnter -- Deborah , my cute and adorable Lynn , kind hearted and patient Shikin , pretty and humourous Wani and my darling -Xueli.
No matter what , You girls are stil the best ok :)

Suddenly I can feel the tense and stress in me. This semester is especially crucial .. As compared to others, I really gotta walk an extra mile to achieve my target :(
It's really tiring to walk alone sometimes.. but I'll perserve on.

My defination of happiness:
A feeling that you have been honest with yourself and those around you; a feeling that you have done your best you could both in personal life and in your work; and the ability to love others.The ability to see people around you happy . True happiness is not the absence of suffering, you cannot have day after day of clear skies. One is happy as a result of one's own effort, once one knows the necessary ingredients of happiness - simple tastes, a certain degree of courage, self denial to a point, love of work, and above all, a clear conscience.

As for now , I am really happy with my life :) I hope that nothing will change .

2006-01-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

a bad day ...sigh... don't wish to mention but i really hope my grandfather will be alright .